Saturday, September 8, 2012

Lonely soul

Miss me yet? Been more than a year since I've kept an open diary again. I'm not going to lie, there have been times where I wish I had an audience like before to hear what I have to say. I want to be heard, to be seen. But every time I open this webpage something pulls me back from typing my thoughts.

I want this diary to be as truthful, and as raw as it can be. I'm not perfect. Sometimes I'm happy as a rainbow and sometimes I'm the darkest hole you could find, though, the past year and a half has been nothing other than darkness, I want to push myself to the limit as though standing naked in front of a crowd, coming as I am.

I'm not a pretty girl with a pretty body. Nor do I post pretty pictures of wonderful lovely outfits I wear everyday. But I write whatever comes to me. I love photography and I love art. I'll show you guys everything that I make. But all I really want to show is me; depressed, struggling with meds, a dark addiction, and a misconception of what it is to be beautiful.

"I will not judge you, only asking in return that you do not judge me."


  1. I'm glad you're back here bb girl, always have time to read what you say. Show us what you're made of!

  2. Thanks hel! Glad to know that :)


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